嘩.....今年生日過得有點兒不一樣,
既開心又難忘!
生日前一兩分鐘踏出房門,
就來了一招倒掛金鈎,是失敗的倒掛金鈎,
整個倒在地,感覺真是很刺激,
絶對的刺痛和激動。
只怪我家中那兩個正在洗涼的小寶寶了,
用花灑向著廁所門口外,整地也是成呎高的水,
難免我會遭殃,
我相信這一劫,我是怎樣也避不到的。
經過一場激戰後,
便收到第一句親口講的生日快樂,
和第一份親手送的禮物,
那人究竟是誰呢?
登登登登,他就劉文了!
雖然這一下叮噹著實來得不太及時,
但多謝你了,你這份驚喜完全逹到我想要的效果!^^
而有很多朋友亦相繼打電話,send message和msn來跟我道賀!
很多謝你們,我真的感到很開心!
去了海洋公園過後,
第二炮的驚喜,真的非阿姜和高佬莫屬了!
你們的蛋糕盒裡放的排球,
我這輩子也會記得=D
p.s.特別鳴謝在JPC新認識的朋友:
阿君,Kary,劉文,高佬,外圍(排名不分先後),
你們真的對我很好
在8月16-19日,去了少訊主辦的一個camp,
過程嘛...我覺得開心的,
因為第一次收花,哈!
為什麼?因為營裡面有個歌唱比賽,
徐sir買了兩束花,讓兩個壯男送上台,
那刻真是超感動!!多謝喔!!
但最最最開心的是,
認識了一班很好的朋友,
有高佬,劉文,阿海,阿鋮,阿業和阿雞他們
雖然是有點兒老套,
但真是十分十分開心呢,
你們每個人也很好=)
四日三夜的旅程看似好像很長,
但,事實上過得很快,
快得有點過份!
好想玩多一個星期,
不算太過份吧?!^^
s.p.多謝高佬幫我倆出去買了個keyboard,
讓我們過回一些可以打字的日子,
呵呵,你太好人了!
剛才,我和冠婷跟爸媽吵了一場大架,
出生到現在令人最心痛的一場架,
我跟冠婷徹底的崩潰了!
只懂不停地流淚。
我並不恨我媽媽,
因我知各人有各人的立場想法,
每個人也會覺得自己是對的,
況且,我知她怎樣也是關心我們的。
我,恨我爸爸,
吵架便吵架,罵人便罵人,
不用每句夾雜著無數的髒話,
我可是他的女兒啊!
可用粗口向著我們來掃射的嗎?!
在他心目中,我知他從未怎樣為我們心痛,傷心!
從小開始,跟他沒有什麼好說,
我不知道他任何事,也不願知道,
這大男人,我討厭!
這刻,我確是憎恨他,
我更恨自己為什麼這麼眼淺,
EQ這麼差勁,沒用,
被他這樣說兩說便哭得死來活去,
值得嗎?
他壓根兒也不會管你,
現在,擔心的人只得媽一人。
對不起!我真的不想讓你擔心,
可是我現在什麼人也不想見!
這一刻,心痛得很!
*And now I try hard to make it I just wanna make you proud
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to the plan ?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
Cause we lost
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be...perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be... perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Cause we lost
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be... perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be... perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make things
right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect...
